A family of three no more

Today is the last day that we will be a family of three. With baby T arriving tomorrow I find myself with mixed emotions. Happy to be bringing another child into our world, sad to think that my time will now be divided. I'm not sure how to do it. Faith and I, as Bud says, have been glued together for quite some time. She is like a mini me. As we sat in the bathroom together yesterday at the restaurant she became so excited to see that my underwear matched her dress. I can't say that about baby T. I doubt that he will ever become that excited. Faith and I are like two peas in a pod. If I could be any where or do anything it would be with her. As I went to work three days this week without her I realized just how much I enjoy her company. I am so unorganized. I keep asking myself, can I make that much deserved time with baby T as I did with Faith when she was little. As our family grows so do we as individuals; all of us. We begin to learn about raising a boy and teaching about being a big sister. We begin to learn what it is like to share everything we have and to help each other out a lot more. We start to learn more patience and most of all we learn to to let our heart love someone else.